TWO THOUSAND $ FIFTEEN

Hey Sugar Stars ,

2015 has been a roller coaster like every other year.

2015….

  • My Grandma died, I said I’ll see her after I graduate but she didn’t even get to see me Graduate.
  • I became dependent on others for my happiness (Family , Friends ,  Boyfriend)
  • My relationship with God was weak . I ignored all his signs and made decisions without consulting him.
  • Sitting behind a desk is not for me . It makes me depressed  (work life ).
  • I graduated , my sister graduated, my brother is in University and my sister is in college. I am a proud big sister 🙂
  • I’m so blessed to have a friend like SY ( she’s basically my sister ).
  • Let go and move on….

2016….GROW…

  • It’s sad it took my Grandma’s death to make me realise the importance of family . This year I  started to speak to my cousin . I love her so much and I want our relationship to continue to grow.
  • I’m learning to depend on myself to be happy. If I am happy I can be a better friend , sister , daughter , girlfriend and eventually a better wife. ( Take care of myself before I take care of others).
  • Talk to God everyday ! Do not ignore his signs . God puts you in certain situations because you can handle it , but if you put yourself in those situations without consulting him first you won’t be able to handle it when problems arise.
  • I’m going on a journey to find myself. Travel , explore !!  I have to be grateful for my opportunities  , so I don’t fall back into depression. I have a job , people who love me , shelter and income. Most of all I have God in my life . “In all situations give thanks “.
  • Instead of holding onto things and ignoring signs by God just let go. ” Dear Sugar A , I love you but I have to love me more . I’m the most important person to me . I need to take care of me first”.
  • Be glad for the highs and the lows in your life. Without  lows you would not appreciate the highs. I learnt so much and I am still learning . I learnt how to fall in love (Eros love) even though I never thought I’ll experience that.  I’m not afraid to fall in love , I’m not afraid of the idea of being with someone forever because you gave me the reason not to. Thank you .

Nothing is permanent , things keep changing . Ecclesiastes 3 is my favourite verse in the bible.  I’m not scared to make changes anymore (even if its painful) . Don’t beat yourself up if you don’t achieve your aims next year just make new ones.

“There is a time for everything,
    and a season for every activity under the heavens:

    a time to be born and a time to die,
    a time to plant and a time to uproot,
    a time to kill and a time to heal,
    a time to tear down and a time to build,
    a time to weep and a time to laugh,
    a time to mourn and a time to dance,
    a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
    a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
    a time to search and a time to give up,
    a time to keep and a time to throw away,
    a time to tear and a time to mend,
    a time to be silent and a time to speak,
    a time to love and a time to hate,
    a time for war and a time for peace.” 

 seasons

See you in 2016 🙂

I will rise , you will rise . We are all superstars.

Love

Insightyourstar

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